searching

im searhing for places where i'd be appreciated for the good that i do. places where i don't have to hold my breath. where i shouldn't be afraid of sharing common spae with my superiors. where i could unleash the creative person in me. where people don't judge you too much of your position. where sucking up is not exactly necessary. where i could get respect because i'm a person. where the powers that be respect the good person i am now and the better person i could still become. i'd like to believe that there are still places around here that are like that.

i hope i'll find that place soon.