loathing

anger is a sin. hatred is an unnecessary baggage. accomplishes nothing.

reason and faith tell me that.

but right now, let me... be human, be utterly weak and be utterly sinful...

i loathe you. i loathe you because you just don't care. i don't respect anymore. i hate you down to my freaking bones. i hope your blood freezes from your own coldness. your nothing but a pile of ice. if there is anything meeting you taught me, it's this: i can be anything i can be except become you. i will never allow myself to become like you. i will NEVER forgive myself for becoming a cold heartless block of ice such as yourself.